Tonight I realized something. This is the first and only trip I have ever been on that I have very little to no control over, and honestly I could not be MORE excited about this aspect of my trip. All the more opportunity to see the Lord's work, and I guess you can say I am letting faith "kick in". I don't really know where I am staying, I don't know any of the people that I am going with, I am not really sure what I am going to see or how things are going to go, what the conditions are going to be, what I am going to be treating or what it looks like, what I am going to eat(well besides granola bars)...I mean everything. Really just learning to trust and I mean fully trust GOD. I have no control over it- I mean the type A aspect of my personality(the old ICU nurse side) is slightly anxious about all of these facts, but I LOVE IT.
It's funny my dad made a good point at dinner tonight, he said opportunities and experiences like this are the ones that are amazing. You might not always like what you see, but it forces you - GOD forces you to take it all in!
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